Uhh. Dayz Off.

I'm bored, I'm so bored. ALL THE TIME! OH MY! I don't even know what to do. I should work out.. or maybe go tan? I need to do something. I got my banking and everything worked out.. so that's exciting. I'm just so- very.. bored.

 

haha <3

This is how I do it mannn. 

Good times. I've been in a weird place lately. I don't know whats been up. I'm just trying to figure my life now right now.

Also. I can't find my Pushing Tin DVD. I really want it. NOW.

Early

I got off work early, I'm so bored. I have nothing to do. This is what I get for having no friends. I literally have nothing to do. I' guess I'll just sit here and wait for an appropriate time to go to sleep.

If I were a...

If I were a month, I would be November

If I were a day of the week, I would be Thrusday

If I were a time of the day, I would be 1400 

If I were a planet, I would be Earth

If I were a sea animal, I would be Angel Fish zDuh

If I were a direction, I would be North.

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be a bed

If I were a liquid, I would be pepsi

If I were a gemstone, I would be a DIAMOND 

If I were a tree, I would be an Oak

If I were a tool, I would be a hammer

If I were a flower, I would be a Rose  

If I were a kind of weather, I would be a thunder storm

If I were a musical instrument, I would be a Piano- or a trombone. 

If I were a color, I would be pink

If I were an emotion, I would be anger

If I were a fruit, I would be a pineapple 

If I were a sound, I would be swing music 

If I were an element, I would be rock (is that an element) 

If I were a car, I would be a chevy cobalt. zduh

If I were a food, I would be bread. 

If I were a place, I would be somewhere fancy 

If I were a material, I would be something soft yet rough

If I were a taste, I would be sour then sweet. 

If I were a scent, I would be .. i dunno 

If I were an animal, I would be a panda 

If I were an object, I would be a TV

If I were a body part, I would be the eyes. 

If I were a facial expression, I would be an angry something. 

If I were a pair of shoes, I would be TOMS! zDUH!!!

Frusteration

I'm so frustrated right now, with everything.  I don't even know what to say. I'm just so- frustrated.

Maybe I need more of this?

aww yeah. 

I want some eggs. 

 I love them.

HAHA!

aw. 

Betty White

Betty White is so sweet. 

Look at her.. 

She's on "My Wife and Kids" right now, It's fantastic. She's awesome. haha. 

Today is my boyfriend's birthday. I'm sad I can't be with him on his birthday. He'll be home in 2.5 days. I CAN'T STAND THE DIXIE ULTRA COMMERCIAL AND IT'S SONG OMG. NO. NO! i hate it. omg it's so awful. 

So there are these shoes I want, I don't really have the money for it. I think I might buy them anyways. I just am afraid I'll buy them and then not wear them. It's a real dilemma. I want to stop being so cheap and just buy what I want to buy now.. because eventually I'll have a family and have to save. My question is when do I start saving? It seems like I should start saving now. 

I really need to go open another account and set up an allotment. Uhh! Whatever. 

Yikes.

I don't know why I feel like ass today, but I was just down today. DOWN! I'm just having a rough time these days. I went to Kroger after my swing shift, I was in uniform- people stare at me! I don't know why! I don't understand, it's like I'm wearing a giant target on my forehead that makes them stare. I just don't get it, it upsets me a little. 

My foot hurts really bad, I don't know why. I really need to go to the doctor. A few months ago I dropped my computer on it, and it STILL hurts from that. I'll make an appointment soon. 

I had something else I wanted to write about, but I don't know what it was. I'm exhausted right now, I really should sleep- I'm just.. blah. 

I've been eating A LOT of fruit lately. I've literally eaten a carton of strawberries a day, and a pineapple over a couple of days. I feel less bloated because I'm eating less salt. I've also been eating these lean cuisine pasta steam bag things. So.. I've basically been eating healthier just because it tastes good. I haven't noticed a big difference I still feel fat. OH! I've also been drinking a lot less pop. I've quit smoking for the most part as well. All I need to do is start working out more.. and drinking a butt-load more water and I'll be well on my way to being healthy.. which is awesome. So.. yeah I'm doing pretty ok right now. I want to be skinnier. I mean- I'm not fat, but I want the fat on my stomach gone. I don't mind having huge legs.. because I've always had thunder-thighs.. I just want to lose the layer of fat.. you know.. The spare tire.

I'll work on it.

Lean Cuisine - I'm in love

Damn.

I just watched "The Other Boyeln Girl" OH MY GOD. That movie is fucked up. I totally forgot a bunch of parts. Like when the King RAPES Anne Boyeln. What is that about? That's totally disgust. I don't even know how it happened. Their dresses were HUGE. He got it out and in there really quick (wow my b, that was a little.. uncalled for.) Anyways, I worked a day shift today. I'm exhausted. I couldn't sleep last night, it was awful. 

Ahh. Shall we?

I'm in L0VE with this show, I'm watching it right now.