Love Love Love

I just got excited to go to work. I don't know why... It's just been a weird day so far. I just am very strange right now. Also I'm watching "My Wife and Kids." I watch it every day I work a swing. It's weird. I just.. I'm weird right now.. 

I don't know.

Tannnn.

So. I canceled my tanning package at LA Tan because I don't want to tan anymore. Well.. it's getting to be summer and I don't like to go outside.. I also don't like to be pale. SO. I went to just "pay as I go" well I think thats going to end up fucking me over..I just payed $65- does that make any sense. When I'm done with this.. I'm not tanning anymore. I really don't like it. It makes my freckles crazy CRAZY.

damn! why can't I just be ok with who I am.

RIP OFF

I want one of theses.. I need one. 

I want a pop

I want a pop so bad right now, but I can't bring myself to change my pants and go get one. I really don't need one anyways. I think I've gained weight in the last month since I quit smoking. I want a POP aghhh!

I'm watching Law and Order SVU. I'm addicted to these shows.

I wish I had more to write about. Lifes just so- blah right now.

I want to go back to florida. I also want to be tan, and skinny. I'm so.. ahghas;gja;slkjf!!!

I want a big purse.

I'm craving a big slouchy purse. I've never had one.. and I want one! NOW!

hobobags

These are just websites I want to remember- I like these purses (I'll probably never buy them)

http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=562808&CategoryID=27686&LinkType=#fn=sp%3D2%26spc%3D967


http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=545667&CategoryID=27686&LinkType=#fn=sp%3D6%26spc%3D967

I hate feet, with a passion. I found these shoes at DSW- they are borns and they are FANTASTIC. Only $50, I'm totally buying them with my next check if they are still there. I'm on a shoe kick, I want to buy a bunch of shoes for summer. I wish I had more money. I hate being poor. I'd love to get a second job.. I just don't think it's possible.

You know, my legs don't look that fat. Nice.

pretty.

Bobs?

I found these today:

I was walking through DSW, wearing my Toms- I saw these.. from afar I thought they were carrying Toms too- which would've been awesome. I was WRONG. They were sketchers rip off of them. Needless to say- I was appalled. It wouldn't be such a bad thing if they looked different, the fact that they are EXACTLY like Toms.. makes it almost.. insulting. I mean- the idea behind the whole idea of them is great.. but there was no creativity on sketchers part. ALSO they were only like a couple dollars less than Toms... I mean- why wouldn't you just buy Toms.. they are clearly better. In my opinion of course. I was reading about them online (I don't think sketchers sells them anymore, they aren't on their website..), when I was reading, I came across this:

"Skechers intends to donate not one but two pairs of shoes to needy children (through a charity called Soles4Souls) for each pair of $42 Bobs it sells, Clay says."

Umm. What is that about? Trying to one up Toms by giving more shoes. I don't know- I guess as a Toms owner, I just felt offended.

Trying to take Credit

• First thing, Obama should get very little credit for the death of Osama Bin Ladin. It was him who gave the go ahead, but there is other credit to be given. 
• Second, I LOVE how people are all proud to be an american when stuff like this happens. Where were all these people before? People are TOTAL bandwagon americans. It pisses me off so much. 

Now that those thing are off my chest, I can talk about how shitty it is to be an A1C. I was told to clean the bathroom today- because I'm the lowest ranking person. There was NO way that I could do it- we were minimally manned. Also- I totally sucked ass at work today. I am such an idiot. 

I really wish I could still tan,  I don't want to be pale again. I mean- I guess being pale is better than getting cancer. It just seems like I'm quitting all these things at once. I quit smoking, I am trying to not drink pop, and now no tanning?! Uhh. I've also been trying to walk more- I've just been doing really bad at that lately.  

I need to find something to be addicted to.. hmm. 

I used to keep this juice in stock, I've been slacking on that and not drinking it. I think I'll try and keep juice like this in my fridge. 

How cute?

She's a navy controller, but either way. Love this. 

It's 5 o'clock, and the National Anthem is playing. I love when that happens. Win.

This is slightly creepy, but I love me some tattoos.