OH MY GOD

94.5 in Dayton is playing Christmas music- I'm literally freaking out. I can't fucking wait until winter time, and christmas. I'm so happy right now. It's ridiculous.

SO HAPPY.


On a side note, I came across a blog post on xanga, which was about proposals, This picture was in the blog:

This picture is from Michael Buble's wedding- Really? Who has that job? I want to be the lady in the middle of a table with cupcakes.

Either way, I thought that was a great way to propose to someone.. I don't know if I'd respond well to it hahaha but seeing it is cool. 

Touching

This might be the coolest picture I've ever seen.

Here is the story.

I love patriotic awesome pictures such as this. 

Don't Blink

I'm listening to "Don't Blink" by Kenny Chesney. I just feel like this song is really true. Life goes so freakishly fast. I'm always wanting life to move faster, wanting to get married.. have a family.. or whatever. There is no point in rushing the moments that are happening right now. I have to try and slow down and enjoy where I'm at in life. I realize that my life isn't perfect right now, but it's pretty damn good. I have good friends (at least some), I'm young, I have a steady job.. I'm doing something with my life. I have a relationship.. and even though it's not perfect because he's not here. It's still something with potential for a future.

The song says, Don't Blink.. Life goes faster than you think. It's SO true. I'm turning 21 on monday. I know that is still young, but it feels like I was just a kid.. and all of a sudden I'm 21 with a full time job in the military. It's just ridiculous. I think I want life to slow down a little bit. I'm always afraid that I'll look back on my life and regret how I went through it. It just doesn't dawn on me that everyday I'm living my life. This isn't high school- what happens today matters for my life.

Uh. I wish it wasn't so hot out. I want to run.. well I don't want to. I NEED to.

I'm slacking.

I never write anymore. I just have nothing to say my life is so.. the same all the time. I'm going to Alabama/Arkansas in 2 months. That is SO FAR AWAY. I am getting so sick of being a one, even though I'm part of a two. It's such a bitch sometimes. Like, when other people are out doing couple things.. but I am alone because my other is in a different state.

I'm lonely.

i made a mile!

Doesn't sound that great- but Holy hell! That is a huge accomplishment for me.. I haven't ran a full mile without stopping since basic training.  .. Yeah I've been a fat slacker.

I think I may have became a runner.

these shoes are a miracle worker.

Washing

My vibram's are in the washer, I hope the get clean.

I'm bored- my life is boring.. I need a hobby... AGH.

Jacket or Not

I can't decide if I want to wear a jacket or not, I'm going to a rehearsal dinner... I literally don't know if I should wear the jacket or not! I want to. I don't know. DAMN.